all over the place

i had a weird day... i dunno what to call it?
upsetting?
productive?
interesting?
lost?

well its abit of everything
and its all over the place...

gosh...

today i attended a meeting at gurney paragon... it is always amusing when i have meetings with Ms Lily and my two bosses... they inspire me alot
very effective and results-oriented....
though these meetings stress me out alot....

then as i walked towards my car after the meeting i saw josh and his team preparing for the event with the CM... it seemed overwhelming... and boss asked me... "so have to arranged for any events?"
i mumbled a 'yes"

i didnt really have enough time to look into events with all these condos to work at...
urggjhhh i am so unproductive... i need to organize better and work faster and learn more...
sheesh i feel dumb

:(

so then i went to GP for my dinner break till the next meeting at Coastal Towers

i had Subway... bought myself a watch... visited living concept and some random shops to take photos for brenda for her wedding...
sigh,,, somekind wedding planner i am ... :( ... oops tmr have to meet up with the hotel person :(

so then i had a doughnut at big apple and proceeded to the next meeting...
was a rather tense meeting... everyone was unhappy and upset and unkind with their words

i mentally stepped back and observed that it was only a small matter

meeting part one finished at 9:30pm
meeting part two finished at 11pm
and meeting part three finished at 1am

and now i am wrting minutes ... sobbbbbb :(