The Day before The Day Before Christmas :)

so this is what happened today

Patrick asked me out for dinner 

and i almost said no cuz i dun wanna send wrong signals....

but then we talked about it and it was all cool

we're just friends.. 

so he took me to this really cool place called

CHINA HOUSE

and it was sorta like a date cuz he made reservations and all... 

so this is a photo of me checking my hp for the 10th millionth time

i was waiting for the messages that never came...hmmmph... oh well...

can u see my drawing on the table cloth?

hahaha they have crayons to let to doodle... 

i love :)

and this would be the view from where i am seating... this place is really nice

this is what i ordered ... um... chicken snitchzel and sweet potato mashed... it was nice ...where i almost finished the whole thing

then we went back to new world park cuz i wanted to meet the studio staff and instructors to announce the new studio and to give them their presents :)

and our friend surprised me with these... 

tarts and candles... 

its nice cuz he remembered i liked candles and sweet stuff... 

the tarts are too nice to be eaten ler... lol

i bought everyone starbucks ice blended chocolate :)

wished i had more time to prepare more personal gifts

but this year i have been so busy :(

and also everyone got one of these....

i wanted to say.. 

you guys mean alot to me..

altho they may not believe it...

but they do

and i thought about Peter alot today...

i made this for him

cuz he was suppose to come visit...

but cant make it at the end...

oh well... 

i hope he is doing well...

i came home at almost 12am

exhausted 

then there was this call from Paragon... @.@

then i had to go out again to visit the site...

hmmm

i kuai kuai went to work 

and then came back home at 1:30pm

sigh

i hope no problems tmr 

work

you know the times when you get lazy and just decided not to do anything.
just sit in front of the tv and be in hibernation mode?

at the same time work continues to arrive in your email, hp and doorstep

they pile up and then increases the stress whilst decreasing your desire to get back to work

this is really not good

especially year end where everyone seems to be clearing their leaves and packing christmas present and going christmas shoppping

makes me wonder if i am the only one having to work...
NAH i bet there are others like me
but sure feels lonely

i like this job i think
i just get very frustrated when i cant be as productive as i could

sigh its hard to monitor and control people at the different sites...
i'm not doing a good job :( regardless of what the boss says

so here goes... today;s schedule
- paragon
- lunch with someone... i cant remember @.@
-grandview
- mbf towers
- dinner plans
- staff meeting at danzity

Lord grant me favor and joy as i do this... omgomgomgomgomg

For You

Dedicated to the One who created Dance and the Dancers

Endings and Beginnings

I looked at my neglected blog and thought 

i used to write so much when i had the old blog... 

*hmmm*

i used to have the time to do alot of things

*sniff* i am so tired... my mind and heart ... so tired

i took a break to think today

sharon told me at lunch to do it... 

to take time to think...

and so i did when i got home.. 

Another year is arriving just in a few days.

i am excited, and also afraid of what it may hold for me

i started this year very hopeful to travel, to have a better relationship, better control of my life... 

but little was i ready for the changes that i had to go through 

thinking back of all that had happen in the span of just 6 months makes my hair stand... left the relationship that i thought would be ever after... went into a job that i never ever crossed my mind.... changed how i spent my time and money... changed my perception of how to manage the studio... changed my car lol...

i was so blessed this year

really

- a new job

- good bosses

- 2 promotions and increment

- expansion of the studio

- project dance team

- new wardrobe? hehe

- new friends

i was blessed to be connected to so many new ppl... 

new year coming... i am so kin cheong u know

Short . Sweet . Significant

I really do understand

And i will learn to accept, my dear friend

:)

I trust that all things happen for a reason

God is moving fast and sure this season

Am proud of you for taking a step back from this 

and for taking a step up to be the man that He would call His

Let's trust that He will do a good work in me and you

Let's trust that He is true

The Bridegroom King

Anna gave me Josh's album for Christmas... and i absolutely adored it.

It's so funny that he actually autographed it.

This one song touched the core of my heart

and i thought i would share it with you

i guess its a girl thing where we always fantasize about our dream wedding

and the prince that will sweep us off our feet 

so when i heard this song, it put tears in my eyes

Many of us have been in such wrong relationships that put us down 

And we long to be loved and cherished and adored...

As i listened to josh's voice and the piano and string interlude...

i cannot help but feel 

loved... 

how can i not realize that my God loves me so much

so my heart sings this song to my King... 

THE BRIDGEGROOM KING

By Josh Yeoh

My heart overflows with love for only You

The King who is fair

My song will always be concerning You

The fairest among all men

How i Love You...

How i Love You...

How i Love You...

You are the bridegroom King

My eyes are undistracted as a dove's for You

The one i love

Set me as a seal upon Your heart

with love as strong as death

Come and kiss me with the kisses of Your Word

You love me so well

kiss me with the kisses of Your Word

I am ruined for anything less

"How i love You

i will wait upon You Lord

May my heart be pure before You

May my thoughts and words and actions be aligned with what You will 

May my love be as strong as Your love for me.

Kiss me with the kisses of Your Word ...."

Lord Speak to Me

Father speak to me
My ears ache to hear from You
i love you and want to know what your will is

take my hands and what i have
use it for your kingdom's path
i am happy to do whatever you will
i want to do what u want me to

please speak to me
let me hear your voice
let me see your direction
let me follow where u lead...

amen

ONE AT A TIME

i look at the stuff that screams "PENDING" on my bed, my laundry basket, my kitchen table, my workdesk, my ipad and my hp.... and i feel like collapsing ...

and yet i get so excited about new things to put on my tab... hahaha

my mind wanders to many places from the moment i wake up...

i fill my frequent mental blocks with whatsapp,drawing,  fb and blogging.... which sometimes distracts me from my actual work...

i need to FINISH things one at a time... i need to...

so now i am googling if i can find a cure for my ADD...

Have I found love?

Sometimes we question if it's real

Especially when there have been previousdisappointments

Let go and let god