Thursday 19 January 2012

I needed this today

People are often unreasonable, irrational, and self-centered.
Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives.
Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some unfaithful friends and some genuine enemies.
Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and sincere people may deceive you.
Be honest and sincere anyway.

What you spend years creating, others could destroy overnight.
Create anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, some may be jealous.
Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, will often be forgotten.
Do good anyway.

Give the best you have, and it will never be enough.
Give your best anyway.

In the final analysis, it is between you and God.
It was never between you and them anyway.

-- Mother Teresa

Wednesday 18 January 2012

Facebook

Sometimes it gives you access to information that you shouldn't need to know in the first place....

Today I cried because of a photo i saw...

It was a photo of a celebration that I was not invited to ...

I felt unappreciated, forgotten, used, misunderstood and a lot of other things...

My heart ached to feel the abandonment from them...

But I choose to love them anyways... To not make an effort to explain myself
To not even try to make a point...

Jesus said that love is unconditional
Love is patient
It is kind
It is not self seeking
It keeps no records of wrong doing
It is selfless

So, tonight I will pray for them who hurt me
Them who chose to forget me

I may not be important or significant to them but they are significant to me...

God bless them all...

Tuesday 17 January 2012

Moving out and moving in

i'm gonna miss this place very much

makes me think of Ps Josh Nani and the kids
The Hensons
The Simpsons
:)

i was really blessed 
i love you Eaglepoint

Monday 16 January 2012

Faith

i dont want to post anything on my facebook wall for this week.
so i guess i will need to vent here :)

check this out... this is a good one :)
on faith




Professor : You are a Christian, aren’t you, son ?

Student : Yes, sir.

Professor: So, you believe in GOD ?

Student : Absolutely, sir.

Professor : Is GOD good ?

Student : Sure.

Professor: Is GOD all powerful ?

Student : Yes.

Professor: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to GOD to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn’t. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?

(Student was silent.)

Professor: You can’t answer, can you ? Let’s start again, young fella. Is GOD good?

Student : Yes.

Professor: Is satan good ?

Student : No.

Professor: Where does satan come from ?

Student : From … GOD …

Professor: That’s right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?

Student : Yes.

Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn’t it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?

Student :Yes

Professor: So who created evil ?

(Student did not answer.)

Professor: Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don’t they?

Student : Yes, sir.

Professor: So, who created them ?

(Student had no answer.)

Professor: Science says you have 5 Senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son, have you ever seen GOD?

Student : No, sir.

Professor: Tell us if you have ever heard your GOD?

Student : No , sir.

Professor: Have you ever felt your GOD, tasted your GOD, smell your GOD? Have you ever had any sensory perception of GOD for that matter?

Student : No, sir. I’m afraid I haven’t.

Professor: Yet you still believe in Him?

Student : Yes.

Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn’t exist. What do you say to that, son?

Student : Nothing. I only have my faith.

Professor: Yes, faith. And that is the problem Science has.

Student : Professor, is there such a thing as heat?

Professor: Yes.

Student : And is there such a thing as cold?

Professor: Yes.

Student : No, sir. There isn’t.

(The lecture theatre became very quiet with this turn of events.)

Student : Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don’t have anything called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we can’t go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.

(There was pin-drop silence in the lecture theater.)

Student : What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?

Professor: Yes. What is night if there isn’t darkness?

Student : You’re wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light. But if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and its called darkness, isn’t it? In reality, darkness isn’t. If it is, were you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn’t you?

Professor: So what is the point you are making, young man ?

Student : Sir, my point is your philosophical premise is flawed.

Professor: Flawed ? Can you explain how?

Student : Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is life and then there is death, a good GOD and a bad GOD. You are viewing the concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can’t even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing.

Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?

Professor: If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes, of course, I do.

Student : Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?

(The Professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument was going.)

Student : Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor. Are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?

(The class was in uproar.)

Student : Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor’s brain?

(The class broke out into laughter. )

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor’s brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?

(The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face unfathomable.)

Professor: I guess you’ll have to take them on faith, son.

Student : That is it sir … Exactly ! The link between man & GOD is FAITH. That is all that keeps things alive and moving.

P.S.

I believe you have enjoyed the conversation. And if so, you’ll probably want your friends /colleagues to enjoy the same, won’t you?

Forward this to increase their knowledge … or FAITH.

By the way, that student was EINSTEIN

all over the place

i had a weird day... i dunno what to call it?
upsetting?
productive?
interesting?
lost?

well its abit of everything
and its all over the place...

gosh...

today i attended a meeting at gurney paragon... it is always amusing when i have meetings with Ms Lily and my two bosses... they inspire me alot
very effective and results-oriented....
though these meetings stress me out alot....

then as i walked towards my car after the meeting i saw josh and his team preparing for the event with the CM... it seemed overwhelming... and boss asked me... "so have to arranged for any events?"
i mumbled a 'yes"

i didnt really have enough time to look into events with all these condos to work at...
urggjhhh i am so unproductive... i need to organize better and work faster and learn more...
sheesh i feel dumb

:(

so then i went to GP for my dinner break till the next meeting at Coastal Towers

i had Subway... bought myself a watch... visited living concept and some random shops to take photos for brenda for her wedding...
sigh,,, somekind wedding planner i am ... :( ... oops tmr have to meet up with the hotel person :(

so then i had a doughnut at big apple and proceeded to the next meeting...
was a rather tense meeting... everyone was unhappy and upset and unkind with their words

i mentally stepped back and observed that it was only a small matter

meeting part one finished at 9:30pm
meeting part two finished at 11pm
and meeting part three finished at 1am

and now i am wrting minutes ... sobbbbbb :(

Abstain

I am on a Facebook fast
So I am trying my level best not to post photos of myself my stuff and check in to report my where a bouts hahahahaa

Sigh... Absolutely turned fb addict when I turned single...

Guess everyone including me wants a witness to our lives and what goes on

I am sitting in big apple alone...
I am tempted to ask someone out but I stopped myself
It's gonna be time alone for the whole of this week
No company, no boys, no Dates
Now how about that

I told god I was lost
I felt I wasn't doing very well in every area of my life
Love
Romance
Fnances
Business
Worship
Kid zone
Life group
The wedding
The studio

I need to get my act together

I need to do something

And I pray for grace today