Tuesday 28 February 2012

Burnt out

Sometimes i wonder what i should do with the talents You gave me
I wonder if all these are part of what You really planned for me
I wonder if its all worth it ...

I dont like it one bit...the accusations, the misunderstandings...
At the end of the day the results are achieved ,
I look up to heaven and wonder if You are proud of me
I wonder if i made a mistake and if there is more that You want me to learn from this mess of a life on earth
... I am tired Lord .... Enough please?

seems like everyone got what they wanted and
I am still wondering when i will reach my next destination...
I am tired of travelling thru all these...i want to arrive somewhere




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Wednesday 15 February 2012

Home

I wanted to buy up the apartment where i am staying
But the landlady changed her mind
Its ok... I feel peace.... It was not meant to be

I stayed home for the night and just relaxed...
Altho still very active on the pc...
Still doing abit of work here and theree...
But i enjoyed the needed rest and just being alone...




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Monday 13 February 2012

Fluf

Thanks for fluff , dear
I love you loads....
Happy valentines



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Touch down

I think its the penang air...

After touchdown i dont really feel the pinch of kl any more

This trip to kl was painful on the wallet and on the heart

But lesson learnt... And heard him speak to me....

I have decided to trust Him in all that i do with all that i have ... Frm this day forth.. So pls kick me if i dont :)

The
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This year's valentines

This year for Valentines' Day
I wanna be happy
And in contrary of the normal practice , to want to receive...
I wanna bless other ppl

I almost ....just almost ruined my valentines...
But i am determined to be happy.....



We managed to sell all of these bears for the church building fund :)


And i got two of these bears.... :p ..... One from him and one from jackel
I dun really know if these bears come with attached meanings , cuz both didnt say anything

So i will just be happy with the bears...
I'm keeping one in my bedroom...
I named him FluF



Love is in the air.... :)
Altho there is no particular special someone to spent this with this year
Its ok i guess :)

I reminded myself to love anyway :)

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Kidzone

It was an experience to be in kidzone at puchong this weekend
Watching so many kids gathering kinda remind me of sunday school at Grace Church

That was so many years ago.

I wondered as i sat there watching
Chris and chris , Joanne and earnest teach
I could feel the kids around me...
Some looked at my face ...some played with my hair
And one girl asked for a hug...

I wondered if i belonged there ...amongst the kids...
I thought about what i am doing with my life now...
And wondered if this was what i was meant to do ....

I dont know... I really dont kow



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Location:Eaglepoint puchong

Rest


David sighed,
“Oh, that I had wings like a dove! I would fly away and be at rest” (Ps. 55:6).

When life weighs on me,
I too yearn to fly away and be at rest.

David wrote freely about his circumstances:
Violence, oppression, and strife surrounded him on all sides, stirred up by the disloyalty of an old friend (55:8-14).
Fear and terror, pain and trembling, anxiety and restlessness overwhelmed him (vv.4-5).
Is it any wonder he longed to fly away?

But escape was impossible.
He could not evade his lot.
He could only give his circumstances to God:
“As for me, I will call upon God,
and the Lord shall save me.
Evening and morning and at noon I will pray,
and cry aloud,
and He shall hear my voice” (vv.16-17).

Whatever our circumstances—
a burdensome ministry, a difficult marriage,
joblessness, or a deep loneliness—
we can give them to God.
He has lifted the burden of our sins;
will He not lift the weight of our sorrows?
We have trusted Him with our eternal souls;
can we not entrust our present circumstances to Him?

Cast your burden on the Lord, and He shall sustain you (55:22).
—David Roper

Are you ever burdened with a load of care?
Does the cross seem heavy you are called to bear?
Count your many blessings, every doubt will fly,
And you will be singing as the days go by. —Oatman

Because God cares about us, we can leave our cares with Him.


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Friend


I think God blesses us with relationships and friendships . Friends are gifts to our lives...
Check out my buddy trying to match the height of his lunch haha


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