They have forgotten

everything done has been forgotten...

selfish people

dear God i wish you would remove all these people... 

sometimes facebook tells you more than u want to know

its good to keep some blocked 

and 

its good to keep some things unknown 

i have to be stronger than i am...

i see the rejection and the fear 

but today i need to remind myself again that i am not a kid anymore

not a teenager anymore

i need to move away physically and now emotionally from this circle...

It hurts to see the people i helped just ignoring ... 

i was made this way... unlikeable

i no longer want to do things to earn acceptance... 

if God you made me this way then tell me why

and how am i suppose to go thru life this way