For You

Dedicated to the One who created Dance and the Dancers

Endings and Beginnings

I looked at my neglected blog and thought 

i used to write so much when i had the old blog... 

*hmmm*

i used to have the time to do alot of things

*sniff* i am so tired... my mind and heart ... so tired

i took a break to think today

sharon told me at lunch to do it... 

to take time to think...

and so i did when i got home.. 

Another year is arriving just in a few days.

i am excited, and also afraid of what it may hold for me

i started this year very hopeful to travel, to have a better relationship, better control of my life... 

but little was i ready for the changes that i had to go through 

thinking back of all that had happen in the span of just 6 months makes my hair stand... left the relationship that i thought would be ever after... went into a job that i never ever crossed my mind.... changed how i spent my time and money... changed my perception of how to manage the studio... changed my car lol...

i was so blessed this year

really

- a new job

- good bosses

- 2 promotions and increment

- expansion of the studio

- project dance team

- new wardrobe? hehe

- new friends

i was blessed to be connected to so many new ppl... 

new year coming... i am so kin cheong u know

Short . Sweet . Significant

I really do understand

And i will learn to accept, my dear friend

:)

I trust that all things happen for a reason

God is moving fast and sure this season

Am proud of you for taking a step back from this 

and for taking a step up to be the man that He would call His

Let's trust that He will do a good work in me and you

Let's trust that He is true

The Bridegroom King

Anna gave me Josh's album for Christmas... and i absolutely adored it.

It's so funny that he actually autographed it.

This one song touched the core of my heart

and i thought i would share it with you

i guess its a girl thing where we always fantasize about our dream wedding

and the prince that will sweep us off our feet 

so when i heard this song, it put tears in my eyes

Many of us have been in such wrong relationships that put us down 

And we long to be loved and cherished and adored...

As i listened to josh's voice and the piano and string interlude...

i cannot help but feel 

loved... 

how can i not realize that my God loves me so much

so my heart sings this song to my King... 

THE BRIDGEGROOM KING

By Josh Yeoh

My heart overflows with love for only You

The King who is fair

My song will always be concerning You

The fairest among all men

How i Love You...

How i Love You...

How i Love You...

You are the bridegroom King

My eyes are undistracted as a dove's for You

The one i love

Set me as a seal upon Your heart

with love as strong as death

Come and kiss me with the kisses of Your Word

You love me so well

kiss me with the kisses of Your Word

I am ruined for anything less

"How i love You

i will wait upon You Lord

May my heart be pure before You

May my thoughts and words and actions be aligned with what You will 

May my love be as strong as Your love for me.

Kiss me with the kisses of Your Word ...."

Lord Speak to Me

Father speak to me
My ears ache to hear from You
i love you and want to know what your will is

take my hands and what i have
use it for your kingdom's path
i am happy to do whatever you will
i want to do what u want me to

please speak to me
let me hear your voice
let me see your direction
let me follow where u lead...

amen

ONE AT A TIME

i look at the stuff that screams "PENDING" on my bed, my laundry basket, my kitchen table, my workdesk, my ipad and my hp.... and i feel like collapsing ...

and yet i get so excited about new things to put on my tab... hahaha

my mind wanders to many places from the moment i wake up...

i fill my frequent mental blocks with whatsapp,drawing,  fb and blogging.... which sometimes distracts me from my actual work...

i need to FINISH things one at a time... i need to...

so now i am googling if i can find a cure for my ADD...

Have I found love?

Sometimes we question if it's real

Especially when there have been previousdisappointments

Let go and let god